jus had cny celebrations in sch yesterday... not actually the kind that i wanted, but yeah... i was up dere =p
well, iz WANTED us to go up, n i thought it was like going to be only for my cca's j1s. din expect it to be like FOR THE WHOLE SCHOOL. wth!
though being backstage for such events aint uncommon for me, i still like to be sitting in front of the stage, looking at the performance. =p
it's jus a much better feeling bah...
flicking coins in tthe backstage, saboteuring one another backstage with algae's dustbin, napping, we were sure v light hearted =p too bad wc din go up n do the performance...
it's ok, i understand.. jus that iz aint v happy abt tt...
boring day indeed, and now ima smelling the chao-ta incense paper being blown up from the void deck... so much for the chao-ta smell.. cant they put like jasmine smell or watever that has a better smelling scent? grrrr....
anyway, i think my relatives are gg to come over todae, since today is like the day before new year on the lunar calender. bleh... so many things to take care of, troublesome little cousin, snatching of food/computer, fights, gambling (did i just say gambling? ooops.... it aint supposed to be here =p)...
oh well... life aint interesting anymore. it's been the same all these years, and adaptations just aint good enough. it's empty inside, and everything is on the outside, they just dont seem to be able to go in. it's so empty inside that it hurts. will anyone stretch out their hand?
it's a crime to say so... aint it? ...
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maroon 5 - she will be lovedBeauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls
Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I don't mind spending every day
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
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may it not make you feel bad. but i just cant help it.
i'm sorry...
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