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Monday, December 08, 2008
13:03
today is 080808!
08mths in army;
08 is the year;
08 is the date too!
oh my..
idk what im so excited about, maybe it's just the something that were gonna have on 26-30dec..
well, just one of the days only, cos i guess yer all still wanna keep by ur loved ones during this period of xmas-new year so yeah. =) it's just one day of dinner + chillin'!
anyway, just an update of myself..
currently nsf (still.. another 14mths to go till civvie),
jungle hat holder with khaki beret (not yet get khaki, but going to get soon..),
now at home typing this blog out, which ive like abandoned for more than just a few months,
idk what to write next.. lol..
i guess im like so faraway attached to life outside now..
anyway, the john little sale in expo rite now will end 1030pm tonite with greate sales, but the special rattan-like material-ed mattresses seems a bit exp for me to get.. it feels great on it btw =)
oh well, what to do now...
wanted to go kbp yesterday nite, but kinda shrugged it off with all the bleach n naruto mange/anime that i was watching online =/
i guess my own entertainment is more important than just going over to kill some time..
btw.. im starting to like this song (corrinne may - shelter) =)
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What's wrong, what's getting you down?
Was it something I might have said?
You're walking around with your head to the ground
And your eyes are watery red
I know you've been through tough times
Kicked around, thrown to the ground
But you've always been the strong one
So don't tell me that nobody gets you
'cos I'm standing in your corner
Knocking at your door
You don't have to be alone
Just call my name, let me be an answer
'cos it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain, help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend
We share a bond, you and I, we belong
We're like coffee and morning trains
You strip my defenses, I catch your pretenses
The same blood runs through our veins
I swore I'd be your lifeline, made a vow
That I'd surround you with love at every milestone
I'll listen when nobody gets you
I'm still standing in your corner
Waiting by your door
You don't have to be alone
Just call my name, let me be an answer
'cos it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain, help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend
It was not too long ago
You sought to understand
You helped me mend
Remember when
So promise me you'll call my name
Let me be an answer
'cos it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain, help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend
Labels: corrinne may, john little expo sale, kbp, shelter
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Saturday, August 16, 2008
16:43
gahhh...
been in the army for like what 4 mths alr? feels like a blink of an eye. i kinda miss all my prev frens and buddies, tho i have new ones in the army. ive been thinking alot since theres always some free time here and there, for all the time in the world given to me..
for frens, i hope that well always still keep in touch, for i saw charles, ian, christopher, kaixian, joey, and some more that i cant realli rmb since it was so long ago alr.. kekeke... some from sec sch, others from jc that even i forget and they yet still rmb me... i realli have to give it to them =) sometimes, thay kinda make the day brighter, and im like dull most of the time, lol. i can onli say i can try, but most rather than not, im tired by the time i reach home, and yet i still keep myself going till the midnights. i hope u guys still rmb me and keep in contact, youll be my frens for only so short a lifetime..
for those i love, i realli miss you all =( practically only able to squeeze out a bit of time for u all, but i still want u all out there to know that i still care for u all, priorities to you.. i may seem cold, but ill be your fren in need, be there as often as i can, but i need you to tell me what had happened, for most of time im preoccupied by the higher-ups to do other stuff, and i cant get back to you fast enough.. im abruptly and really really sorry for that, because i cant do anything to help it.. if i could.. ill rush over to u, keep you company, let you know that for whatever happens... ill still be there for you, ALL THE TIME! =)
for the time now.. im reconnecting myself with the outside world.. yes, im not exactly joking.. kekekeke... time spent in here sometimes bore me to the point where i feel like breaking already, but then again, i have to endure it, with my brothers, buddies and friends by my side, everyone playing a part in this whole period of time.. thanks ppl.. thanks T_T
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TO MY CHILD
Just for this morning,
I am going to smile
when I see your face and
laugh when I feel like crying.
Just for this morning,
I will let you choose
what you want to wear, and
smile and say how perfect it is.
Just for this morning,
I am going to step over the laundry and
pick you up and
take you tothe park to play.
Just for this morning,
I will leave the dishes in the sink, and
let you teach me
how to put that puzzle of yours together.
Just for this afternoon,
I will unplug the telephone and
keep the computer off, and
sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.
Just for this afternoon,
I will not yell once,
not even a tiny grumble
when you scream and whine
for the ice cream truck, and
I will buy you one if he comes by.
Just for this afternoon,
I won't worry about
what you are going to be when you grow up, or
second guess every decision I have made
where you are concerned.
Just for this afternoon,
I will let you help me bake cookies, and
I won't stand over you
trying to fix them.
Just for this afternoon,
I will take us to McDonald's and
buy us both a Happy Meal so
you can have both toys.
Just for this evening,
I will hold you in my arms and
tell you a story about
how you were born and
how much I love you.
Just for this evening,
I will let you splash in the tub and
not get angry.
Just for this evening,
I will let you stay up late
while we sit on the porch and
count all the stars.
Just for this evening,
I will snuggle beside you
for hours, and
miss my favourite TV shows.
Just for this evening,
when I run my finger
through your hair as you pray,
I will simply be grateful
that God has given me
the greatest gift ever given.
-
I will think about the mothers and fathers who
are searching for their missing children,
the mothers and fathers who
are visiting their children's graves
instead of their bedrooms.
The mothers and fathers
who are in hospital rooms
watching their children suffer
senselessly and screaming inside
that little body.
And when I kiss you goodnight,
I will hold you
a little tighter,
a little longer.
It is then,
that I will thank God
for you, and
ask him for nothing,
except one more day..............
just.. one.. more.. da.y...
Labels: army, children, fox, friends, home, i love you, jl, loved ones, ly, mf, pw, shir, touching poem
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Monday, June 23, 2008
02:14
im going back in camp.. nd yet u still chose to ignore me..
i feel sad, yet i do not know what to do..
im so breathless, yet i can breathe..
you are pink on a grayscale world, yet colours brighten up your day..
songs are meant to soothe the mind, yet it destroys the very mind inside out..
you pour out from my mind, and yet i cannot touch you..
i see the pink, but yet you do not hear me..
sadness reigns, in the world of mine...
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Saturday, March 15, 2008
02:46
it's so boring to be not working when ure working part time and not full time..
ive been having so many ppl asking me how come i dun wanna go for full time when i can, and the reason is.................. cos there's no slots and im lazy la! still got what reason? o_O
anyway, ive been stuck up on maple for a few days and now my eq slots are full (yes, even my storage characters) =X
i guess that's kinda a lot, considering that i haven been on the free market to sell things via demand and supply theories, all the theories and stuff, but because i really dunno the price.. lols. guess i'd have to spend a horde of time in fm.. lols
i wanted to post something earlier, abt the cockroach or something like that, but i totally forgot what to write. i think im getting senile (not alzhemiers, that is =p), and getting worse at remembering things. i hope i can remember when is the deadline for the university registration (yes, it's 1apr08, for the year of 2008).
*omg that was the first [apostophe] (see i cant even spell this right, or did i? O_O)of this post, which i just realised*
lols. there's so many things to throw into here, like who ive been thinking of, what ive been doing, what ive been feeling, but i always forget to blog. can someone PLEASE REMIND me to blog instead of playing maplestory (maplesea to be exact, aquila). ill thank u alot =))
liyun, ah pok, michelle, yujuan (omg why is this name here? o_O)Labels: ah pok, blogging, full item slots, liyun, maplestory, michelle, yujuan
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Friday, February 15, 2008
03:40
omg tired seh..................
been spending like my whole day on kbox >.<
went over to ms in the afternoon, then 8-2am at kbp. wah pain. leg pain!!!
hai. even recep oso say leg pain.. wat to say? mus be too many customers -stand, sit, stand, sit, stand, sit. sohai. been some time since i last saw zhi an and 'el' (too bad i cant rmb ur name =p RYUSAKI), nite seems kinda weird w/o u guys sia. tho ah ber, yuan jun and aaron kinda chirpped up the atmosphere a bit... oh and there's also chun yan, si ling n of cos, 'mapok' (wooops i found this name by random >.<)
the love potion.. hai... now my arms trembling alr.. LOL kinda think of it, sick alr.. so heavy and tua kong. >.< valentine not a gd day to work anyway -.-
oh well, they're at ber house playing blackjack right now.. too bad i working 1-5 at hg later, if not sure go.. now sian sehhh..
anyway, super got so bad meh? o_O
Labels: ah ber, chun yan, mag, si ling, valentine's day, yuan jun
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Monday, February 04, 2008
12:31
hai.. just deleted 2 para of what i wrote in this -.- now i have to re-write them back =(
hey hey! long time no see guys! been thinking of not posting since sept last year, since i was
TOO BORED to post anything, but now im back =) anyway.. chinese new year is approaching and hence, HAPPY CNY! =Dive been working in kbox for like er... 2mths plus le ba.. been happy working there and dont say the job's not dangerous at all, with all the kids running all around the corridors and our hands full of glasses n stuff, u cant say it's not a dangerous job -.- peiwen's job is more safe imo, but the area if pretty much filled with bhangra pple,
DANGEROUS SEH! so it ends up with admin work is the safest, with 9-5 hours, just that health probs will come in time to come =) eg. back aches, stiff neck, MYOPIA (aka short-sightedness, physically) etc etc..so. ive ran over 3 outlets of kbox until now, which is almost 1/3 of the total amt of outlets there are presently, and if u guys didn't know, there's a new outlet at downtown east, but dun ask me when it will open, cos i oso dunnooo.... hai. i still have to work at hougang plaza kbox for cny period, from 2nd to 4th day, but hopefully the pay will be a bit more =)
seems so boring that everyone else have gone into army or full time jobs, while im still doing part time -.- im so siannnnnn...... no one is online, no one to talk to, wahhhhhhhh........
er... seriously, ive lost some contacts, but i just saw one of them at amk hub yesterday, which is vincent. lol. he recognises my face but i reckon he's lost my name =p my name is that hard to remember and pronounce eh? too bad im not changin my name!
Labels: cny 2008, kbox
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Monday, September 24, 2007
22:46
heyy everybadi!
i just got myself a new phone todae, it's w850i! ok la i noe it's an
OLD OLD model alr, but none the less, i still got it wat.. keke..
oh the chem test today was a gonner. killer qn was 5, but i started on 5 for 15mins. 15mins
WASTED.. zzz.
hey hey hey, the starhub customer service all look very yound, abt late teens, early 20s nia.
anyone interested to join them? cos to me, they seem a bit blur. ok. maybe it was me :x
c'mon im bored. talk pple, talk!
ohohoh. i nearly forgot.. im sry peewee, cant go down to help u today, but tmr bo bian wat. that's the onli time i release from lessons, no choice, unless u wan me to pon tang? ^^
*ps. i
MITE just pon tang, but
P( X = "pon tang" ).. aiya idk la. sian. ask me to make this kinda decision. sian. mrlee miracle buy pizza. he like so frendly-cum-xxx. lol. dun speak more later i get whack more. ><
ps. mrlee, u not that bad la. jus that sometimes i jus sian in front of u. n rmb, dun giv pw so much work lei. she very stress alr.. :s
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